Pina colada :)

so im sitting here on my little circle purple chair :)
typing this up and sipping my pina colada that my mom made me

i can hear my brother's ps3 game's music, and him and my russian cuzin lil d talking.
i can imagine my lil sis cindy on the sofa with a headache and people in our backyard.
my dad and his friend javier listening to mexican music while drinking their ice cold coronitas.
my mom with her friend sandra and her 2 daughters sipping on some pina coladas as well.

and here i am. by myself in mine and nick's room :(.

dang, i could imagine if nick was here rite now.
he would be lying on the bed telling me to get off lol
making fun of me for being a "myspace freak" when im really not even on myspace lol
gosh. i'm so used to him :) and i miss him like hell.

and now i remember how he said not to drink without him lol
but a pina colada doesn't even have much alcohol rite?
and yet i feel guilty.
-no pleasure other than that of my taste buds when the sweet pineapple taste touches my tongue.

can't wait til he gets back in a week.
-:) i wanna hug him tight and not let him go every again :/

- now as i looked around our room i notice how empty it is without one person,
and how empty it would be if nick had never decided to move in :).

i think that anyother guy would have left already,

but not him :) he's the best ..

muah.

love you always baby,

-your wifey